Finding My Way Amongst the Lost.
robbiesell:

Natural rainbow tree in Truckee, ridden by Paul Laca, and watched by Louie.  2005. 

robbiesell:

Natural rainbow tree in Truckee, ridden by Paul Laca, and watched by Louie.  2005. 

Be kind to yourself. Stop telling yourself that whatever you are struggling with “should” be easy. If something is hard for you, it is hard for you. There are probably reasons, though those may just be how you are wired. Acknowledge these things. When you finish something hard, be proud! Celebrate a little.

And really, just stop saying “should” to yourself about your thoughts and feelings in any context. You feel how you feel. The things in your head are the things in your head. You can’t change either directly through sheer force of will. You can only change what you do. Stop beating yourself up for who and what you are right now–it isn’t productive. Focus on moving forward.

Forget everything. Open the windows. Clear the room. The wind blows through it. You see only its emptiness, you search in every corner and don’t find yourself.
 Franz Kafka (via exoticwild)
There are some things about myself that I can’t explain to anyone. There are some things I don’t understand at all. I can’t tell what I think about things or what I’m after. I don’t know what my strengths are or what I’m supposed to do about them. But if I start thinking about these things in too much detail, the whole thing gets scary. And if I get scared, I can only think about myself. I become really self-centered, and without meaning to, I hurt people. So I’m not such a wonderful human being.
Haruki Murakami (via exoticwild)
Note to self: every time you were convinced you couldn’t go on, you did.
(107/365) by (DS)

snapchatting:

my life would probably get 2 notes

Welp…. that fucking sucked

thelovenotebook:

kushandwizdom:

The good vibe

Good Vibes HERE
thelovenotebook:

Good Vibes HERE

It is time to leave LR and the majority of the people behind

thelovenotebook:

Good Vibes HERE

It is time to leave LR and the majority of the people behind

kushandwizdom:

Good Vibes HERE
I lost all interest in my schoolwork, friends, reading, wandering or daydreaming. I had no idea what was happening to me, and I would wake up in the morning with a profound sense of dread that I was somehow going to have to make it through another entire day. I would sit for hour after hour in the undergraduate library, unable to muster enough energy to go to class. I would stare out the window, stare at my books, rearrange them, shuffled them around, leave them unopened, and think about dropping out of college. When I did go to class it was pointless. Pointless and painful. I understood very little of what was going on, and I felt as though only dying would release from the overwhelming sense of inadequacy and blackness that surrounded me. I felt utterly alone, and watching the animated conversations between my fellow students only made me feel more so.
An Unquiet Mind by Kay Refield Jamison  (via exoticwild)
don’t leave. seven lions

Baby I can’t be what you want me to be
I’ve given you everything, I sailed the sea
Baby there’s fireworks in my heart setting off
Darling I wish you hadn’t let us fall apart

I promise I’d try to let this go, but I can’t breathe
If only you knew how much I’d give you everything you need
So many space and time around us gone to waste
Baby I think I’m losing you, I can see it in your face

Don’t leave
Don’t leave
I need you
And I need you
Eh…

And I need…
And I need you
'Cuz everything, you've been the world to me
I need you
'Cuz everything, you've got the best of me

Don’t leave
Don’t leave

I promise I’d try to let this go, but I can’t breathe
If only you knew how much I’d give you everything you need
So many space and time around us gone to waste
Baby I think I’m losing you, I can see it in your face

Don’t leave
Don’t leave
And I need you
I need you

thelovenotebook:

Everything Love
What did you expect? You left me no choice.